morning thoughts...

Morning...

Well, i began this morning by looking my face in the mirror, and i'm not surprised when seeing my eyes are swollen. I've already known this will happen, after whole night crying till i'm overslept. i'll go to campus in hours from now, but i don't know how my face will be but i don't care. i do have some things to be cared for.

Actually i planned to go to work this day @AmbassadorMall (well, i miss this moment when i can spend my times preciously), and i wanted to stay in D's boarding house for some days. i'm tired of being so paranoid in my own boarding house every night. FYI, some sisters here said that there's (i don't know there's or there're actually) an unknown creature here (okay, i don't want to call "it/them", i don't care, GH**T as long as i've never experienced being disturbed by that creature and never ever want to have that such experience!). HAH! Well, call me coward!
besides, i did have a bad experience here. Months ago, when i was still studying for my mid-test at dawn, maybe around 3 a.m, someone (well, a ROBBER) tried to open the window of my room. Thanks God i was still awake, if i weren't, i truely don't know what will happen next...
This bad experience really makes me being such a paranoid, really. I've already spent about 5-7 nights alone at my room (well, really miss you G) and i'm always awakened in almost every dawn..

maybe you'll suggest me to move from this boarding house, but staying here is fun and we got an easy access to campus and everywhere. well, i don't know what will be next, maybe i'll find a more comfortable place to stay in, let's see.

Those're the main reasons i wanna stay in D's boarding house before G comes back to Jakarta. But, some problems appear. I MUST GO TO CAMPUS TODAY! well, actually i have not, because it isn't my job, but i do have a responsibility to help my friends decorating the room for our welcome party event. OH, i'm just too lazy. I think i don't wanna release my buttocks from my chair. =.="
aaaaaaaaaaaa.... what a lazy girl =.=" (talking about laziness, my room really looks like a shipwreck ! HAHA *PROUD*)

I just read J's blog, and i'm quite surprised because what J has written, almost exactly as the same as what i'm feeling right now. (yeah, in some different cases actually). Maybe bad feeling viruses are spreading and attacking us. lol.

btw, i'm feeling much more better than last night after 7 hours of sleep. Having some chats with E this morning, talking about our plan to go retreat in this middle of this month makes me a lil bit happy. i really want to go retreat, my soul needs more nutrition, really. But i still haven't got any permission from my mom (well, actually i haven't asked. i'm just too afraid mom won't permit me to go there). But i think, i'll ask her soon. Miss her, again :)

wow.. so many things happened in the beginning of this day.. (i just woke up about an hour ago). I hope today will be fun... and please, bad feelings, go away from me. i want to enjoy every second given. i do complain too much, and actually i'm tired.

okay, enough for now.. see you soon, bloggie :)